*sigh*,*sigh* and more *sigh*'s
So many things wrong..no one to talk to.. :(
I'm sure that if you see this .. and probably think"oh this is too long" and move to the next one. well..i don't blame you ..
I really don't know what to say, I have a best friend, but i hate her, and without her ill be alone because i don't have anyone else really, i once was in a fight with her and ended up alone, then each time i tried to connect with other people, everybody thinks I'm pathetic and just crawling to people because my best friend isn't there anymore.
And it seems like she has the best life ever , she has a boyfriend and he really likes her, he is really sweet and stuff but she is so mean to him, he got her such sweet gifts for there 1 month together and half a year .. and valentines day and just random gifts...
she never gave him ANYTHING not even for there 1 month together... and she keeps telling everyone that she did give him such sweet gifts that i suggested to her to give him.. but she never did ! under that giggle and laugh that she shows everybody .. there's an awful girl, and I'm the only one that sees that.
Other than that i have had it that I'm so nice to people and .. i hug them when they are sad and i respect them and i know that i am sometimes even TOO nice... but no one cares .. everybody just cares about themselves! and there she is my best friend .. all annoying and thinks about herself.. with an amazing boyfriend that she uses .. and everybody loves her even with he awful personality. I just don't get it. And its not like I'm really ugly of stinky or w/e I'm considered as really good looking but...
(sorry for miss-spelling btw..)
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3 comments postedI agree with Joarmygirl. What you need to do is detatch yourself from the poison you call your best friend. If you can, start hanging out where other people your age are. I'm assuming junior high or high school.
Go to the local hang out. Join a club. Volunteer your time. It will get noticed. It may not be right away but it will happen. :)
I went from a high school in one town to the next town over where they start fights over who is the better school... I was sure that I wasn't going to make any friends. But I was wrong and within 3 months I had my own "group". I'm still friends with most of them today, and we were in school together about 9 years ago. Try to stay positive. Stay away from the people that will bring you down.
Another thought, you could even try to join charity groups. You'll feel better about yourself and be helping the community.
Good luck!
ok first of all- although i doubt that noone cares about you, people are not going to want to be around someone who is always negitive about everything. second of all- if your so called "best friend" is such a b*tch than you need to stop haning out with her. ive been around people just like that and trust me they are not worth it. and if you keep worring about her all the time, it's just going to make you miserable about it. she's not worth it at all and i'm positive that not everyone likes her for the way she acts. and don't assume that you know what people think about you. that will get you nowhere. you will make many friends if you say you are as nice as you are (which im sure you are) but don't let that stuff bother you it will only make you that much more miserible.
why do u hate ur best friend?